Join me on my Journey's end

Leandra50 · Joined: 10 Jun 2004 Posts: 1718 Location: Essex

Nearing Journey's End

I woke up this morning thinking of where I am and where I need to be which include Total Well-being. I am not feeling hundred percent but there is this Wonderful Feeling that I would like to share with my fellow humanitarians.

I am constantly Surprise on how others can affect one’s existence be it in a positive or non-positive way. Today I am doing my very best to Focus my thoughts on the scientific as well as the spiritual aspects of our being. Need this frame of mind because I am about to embark on writing my second book (Reflection 11) although I have not yet publish (Reflection 1) due to resource constraint and non-positive responses from the Agents and Publishers I have approached. My aim is to Publish the book myself by December 2007.

Before Commencing It is imperative that I gather my thoughts and condition myself for what I need to accomplish. What spring to mind is: The most important part of our Total Well-being is the harmony of Body and Soul, our Spirit, Higher Self, Inner Child, God Spark in my opinion. The Divine that is in every human being, the part of us that is with us before we incarnate and part of us that we return to after death...

When one think of how difficult it is keeping in Touch with our Essence while we go through our lessons on this earth is often very trying – I am not talking about Religion. It is about our personal relationship with the Divine and with Ourselves, no matter how we see the Infinite - God, Allah, Universal Energy or Unconditional Love.

To me life is only the ‘Nursery Slopes’ for a life greater than what one has at the moment, nevertheless we should make the most of the present life - something to compare with the greater life after. I believe we are here to Love and Learn - make a difference to those we know because Love and what we learn is all we depart with after all.

When I think of the Soul, I automatically think of the human energy field, in other words etheric or heavenly bodies. I honestly believe that the energy field is the Physical Link with our soul or Higher self. Observations from my ‘Hands-on’ work and how I relate to others leads me to believe that relaxation and pain relief are not the only benefits. Clients repeatedly relay insights and feeling of Inner Strength after a treatment. I know it is a great surprise to people who consider they have their feet firmly on the ground to actual feel and see something else. They report that this new awareness of themselves as spiritual beings frees them from fear of various hang-ups (for instance ‘the unknown’).

My feelings are that our Soul-Consciousness stays in Heaven, the Universe when we arrive in this world as infant and protect us through life, and for us to Complete the life-plan we chose before birth. Thus our spiritual progression depends on this and I believe this evolves through many lifetimes. We hurt our Soul by not loving ourselves, by not listening to our Intuitive feelings or to The prompting of dreams, and by seeing the Pain of life as Terrible Misfortunes instead of the Tools we have Chosen to carve out our chosen path.

Salvation comes when we Acknowledge the Divine in us, when we learn to Forgive and Love ourselves as Vulnerable human beings and sees others as such. Only when we do this can Memories be Healed - I know, can we be Freed from Negative emotions and Treat those around us with the Same Gentleness – I say Yes, Yes, Yes we can

While I was going through my period of Confusion in my long search, although I knew I choose the Right Tools for my Journey - there were doubts on several occasions, I use to repeat the following on the Very Bad Days when I felt that I would never survive the journey without outside help i.e. the strengths needed was not there:

"Oh how I wish for freedom of mind and spirit. I am walking down a narrow road cannot see through my bars of rage, my wings are clipped and feet tied so I sings with a fearful trill of things unknown but longed for still and my tune is heard in the distant for I am caged so I sing of freedom. Standing on the grave of dreams, my shadow shout on a Nightmare scream because my wings are clipped and I feel trap”. One of Maya Angelou Poem - she is wonderful in putting feelings into words.

I believe that Freedom comes from knowing oneself and facing up to what is needed not only for self but for the greater good and I practice this habit daily.

You can’t cook the books of life;
The soul maintains a meticulous ledger
He’ll dredge the truth from your vaults.
Although your faults will not be counted.
He sits with curved back, mounted high on a stool,
Quill in hand, long-suffering, patient

And when back-taxes are due
His concern for you grows.
He gives you clues whilst you slumber
Desperate to make your numbers tally,
Toiling to keep your life-column neat, and in the black.
This is no mean feat, but He is tireless

If you insist on resisting, you will weary first.
He cannot know defeat; eternity is on His side.
He waits for you to end the conflict,
For you to acknowledge His existence,
And for your insistence on cleaving to your personality,
Your name an frame, and for the weaving
Of insubstantial dreams to cease.
He longs for peace for you
And will use any ruse to gain a truce.
Let Him erase your fears, and take up,
With blotting paper of purest white
The tears that dim your perception.
The deception is over; take another look
Give up the fight; let Him balance your book.

Although I have some way to go to my Journey’s end, I have found Calm, Compassion, Harmony, Peace and Understanding because I have found ‘The Other Me’ and with her I have found the Direction and Light I need to guide me through to journey ‘s end.

(The Accomplishment of all my goals in life is very near)

Leandra50 :)

~~debbydo~~ · Joined: 18 Jul 2005 Posts: 19958 Location: Hertfordshire

Leandra ...
I have work today so I have copied and I am going to read this at work to take it all in.

I will give you my answer when I come home tonight.

Leandra50 · Joined: 10 Jun 2004 Posts: 1718 Location: Essex

Hi

It seems to me that not everyone practice reflection - shame really because it is an ideal way to tune into one's inner self :o

~~debbydo~~ · Joined: 18 Jul 2005 Posts: 19958 Location: Hertfordshire

I still havn't had time to read, bit I will.

I did completley forget as i printed it off to read at work.

Leandra50 · Joined: 10 Jun 2004 Posts: 1718 Location: Essex

Hello Debs, I do understand. There are time when my reflection can be very deep and most people like light-hearted reading so I will put in some other topics that are easier to follow

Leandra50 :)